Thursday, August 28, 2008

1 year ago today

I was charged with a crime and told that I would be made to stand trial in an African court.

I remember feeling lost, alone, terrified, and completely out of control.

I remember my dad calling me every day that week to check on me.

I remember the feelings I had when I was in a room with men with AK-47's.  

I hate that I remember it all so vividly, and I really don't want to.

I need to remember to make that counseling appointment I have been putting off.

2 comments:

Ashley said...

Please please please make the appointment, and let me know what i can do to help you. <3

Dr. j... said...

That's a lot to carry around.
I can pray. Tell me how to do that better.
And yeah ... counseling is a great idea.